Spend some time thinking with me…….
Think of that friend or person you know that really can just cause you to be like, way mad one second, then happy the next, then like, confuse you, then enlighten you, and in the long run, just exhaust you.
Do you ever get so fed up with them that you just tell yourself, “whatever I can’t do this”. And then you like, ignore them, or say just don’t talk to them for a while. Or sometimes just say “yah know what, your being an absolute pain and I can’t deal with that, so I won’t let that matter and I’ll just be happy.” ?
Yeah that’s my relationship with life right now. Life and I, we are really good pals but he’s been just the biggest pain as of late.
So today I decided to say “Life, just leave me alone, I’m having fun no matter what”. So I am. My music is cranking. I’m writing a blog post, I’m talking with friends online, I’m singing my lungs out, dancing and having fun. So yah know what life?
“SCREW YOU!”
February 6th, 2008 at 6:59 pm
it’s funny you should mention that, because I made up my mind to do the same thing about a month ago. a few things were really bothering me and really bringing me down, then I just decided I was tired of being mad or upset about random things all the time so I just quit. now I have the most random spurts of bouncing around I scare myself. a lot. it may have to deal with the fact in october I decided I was tired of being a christian and gave it up. then katie and ryan took me to a christian concert 3 days later and I noticed I was being an idiot. so now I know how much God means to me and how much I really do need Him everyday
February 6th, 2008 at 8:27 pm
Yeah it’s kind of refreshing isn’t it? I just rode my bike all the way home from my church in the pouring down rain and I have to say I loved it! I was really fun. That’s the kinda thing that normally would get me down but not today! I love life!
February 6th, 2008 at 8:58 pm
interesting. i guess…it seems…good…but I’d say be careful to not care at all. because I think ’screwing life’ can just push off things that need to be dealt with in the end…happiness seems good…but…idk……discovering who you are huh? well I think that who you are still cares, and needs to work through some things that suck WITH a joyful attitude for, or against…I don’t mean to say that we can’t be carefree…well…actually yes I do. Caring about things is what makes us human. Because caring leaves you open for pain. But it can bring joy. And so…I don’t really know what I’m saying here. Only that reckless abandon can sometimes cause more trouble than it’s worth.