I’m lost
Life is way down……
Just, lost……
Empty. Missing. Deprived. Hurt. Hollow. Pointless. Uncaring.
Yet……caring completely. Yet, not so pointless, not deprived. Life is just in the hole and I need someone to reach in and pull me out.
I’m praying that God will get me through this one…… I need a miracle, and yet……. I know…. I know……. I know I still have hope because I have God to hold onto, and he will get me through the storm. I just need to hold on tighter. Grip him closer…. pick up my walking stick……. beat down the spider webs, be rescued from the dragon, fight the dragon. Rescue a princess…….
I need God to rescue me.
March 24th, 2008 at 12:47 am
We’ve all had those days… where we just want to hide from the world because we’re ready to give up. And I know you’ll get through whatever pain you’re suffering. I never thought I would get through certain things… and I managed to. I rarely did what I should have done to calm down, I always played a video game but I did find if I shut myself in my room and read the bible, listened to music, sang to that music, just prayed, and definitely cried, I felt more a peace.
I’m not entirely sure what I’m trying to say… except I’ll keep you in my prayers because I hate it when people are so sad
it’s no fun.
And I’m sorry if I made you late because you took me home
I should have called my mom so she could give us directions. Either that or from now on I should carry a GPS haha.
March 24th, 2008 at 5:36 pm
Hey.
You are very right. And we’re all lost. Without anything that we ourselves can do. And yet we have a Savior, who shed His own blood for a lost and sinful world. I know and hope that you see more and more of God’s hand in all this. And whatever else is bothering you. He is so good to us! You days that really suck just make me look harder at the end reward; the days when we just spend fellowishipping with Christ and our fellow brothers and sisters…for eternity. This still makes me sad though. I know you’ll get through, but that doesn’t make anything hurt less. You definitely have friends that are here to listen. Ones that are ready to just be open ears for anything you need. I’ll be praying. ; )
Em
March 24th, 2008 at 7:04 pm
Life’s storm is sometimes so hard to navigate though, i know you’ll make it though!haha were all lost at sea with you but that also means were all here for you …