It’s coming to an end; my junior year is. I’ve grown a lot this year, but I don’t feel like life will be any different going into my senior year. I’ve grown really close to some friends, and farther apart from others. One more year and then we will all be going our separate ways. It’s a sad thought. I don’t really want a lot of my friends to leave, I think there is something about high school friendships that just, I don’t know, but it’s a friendship that you can’t ever have the same way after high school. I hate thinking about not seeing some people ever again, but I know that God is there and will help me deal with it.
Prom is in less than a week and I have no date and no idea what to wear. I want to go but then again I don’t really. I wish I was going with someone but it almost seems pointless to go with someone unless it’s the person I want to go with. Life is like that yah know? It’s to late to ask anyone anyway, or that’s what I keep saying to myself. I also keep saying, “give it time, next year, next year” but I don’t know if it will be next year or ever for that matter. Hence why I sit and listen trying to trust in God and his guidance.
I hope I’m listening well.
May 26th, 2008 at 11:16 pm
*hug* I’m with you on the whole… everyone is moving away bit. I’m staying here for college but it seems that everyone else is moving. I don’t see people that often anyway, but I’ll still miss them bunches. I can’t imagine how it will be for you guys at the art school
“I wish I was going with someone but it almost seems pointless to go with someone unless it’s the person I want to go with.”
Definitely agree with you there, too. Otherwise, at least in my opinion, it gets confusing. I dunno, could just be me *shrug*
Anyway, I hope you go to prom, cause you only get two in your lifetime. Unless you think it would be sheer torture for you, then don’t go. And it’s never too late to ask someone, especially since the tickets just went on sale tuesday *grumble* but if God is telling you to wait, then wait.
That was way scrambled, sorry. You’re in my prayers.
May 30th, 2008 at 11:32 pm
Yeah that thought kind of sucks. I mean there are some people that I’m sure I’ll stay in touch with. But most, we’ll prolly go seperate ways and meet new people and have new experiences. It makes me sad. We’ve become somewhat of a family at vsaa. But then again I’ve never thought of myself settling down in one place for too long. So I am excited to go, but I also have loved most of my time at school. I guess we won’t really know until after we graduate, huh?
June 14th, 2008 at 10:05 pm
I know exactly what you’re talking about. Most of my friends are going to high caliber universities like Harvard and Stanford. And I’m going to get left behind at UW (if I can even get in!). I didn’t go to prom this year.
My justification: it’ll make my senior year prom more memorable because I’ll only need to focus my prom memories into one dance instead of the standard two. This way I won’t be getting them confused.
My real reason(s): same as yours