To get a sense of my life in the past few months you can check out this nice list I have compiled of my emotions
I’ve felt very misunderstood probably from being undecided and unsettled. which is from being lost which comes from being overwhelmed and disoriented. Being overwhelmed and disoriented has been from feeling vulnerable, desperate, troubled and exasperated. These feelings are caused from being upset, hopeless, torn and helpless. Since I am feeling all of these things it causes me to become overwhelmed with the emotions, which leads to me being lost and even more disoriented etc. This cycle is pretty much endless except for occasional lapses.
These occasional lapses though are great. In these moments I become very excited, thrilled, energized and joyful. This makes me feel relieved, and confident. The confidence produces hope and makes me optimistic. All of these cause me to become determined to fight harder the next time the depressing, and sad feelings began to overtake me.
All in all these feelings make me feel human, they make me feel alive. I just pray that God will continue to work in me and help me to stay determined and hopeful.
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS ANDS SUPPORT!
